I remembered my neocities login!!!
I'm back, and now that it's been a year of me being on HRT I'd LOVE to tell you all about my experiences and the entire year. It's been a wild ride. I've made new friends met all sorts of people from all walks of life and discovered a lot of passions I didn't know I had.
First things first, I'm seeing a therapist!! It feels good to talk about my issues and try to get them resolved. I'm medicated now so I can't drink anymore, something that was a problem if you're familiar with my past (now hidden) blog posts. I still smoke cigarettes though, Not as much as I did before. But I still do it. Anyways.
So, I've been going to the city a lot more and I've made some new friends. I gotta tell you being trans in the city is a LOT less scary than being one out in the country. It's nice to be able to dress sexy and not feel like I'm tempting Bubba Jay's 7th commandment right to eye up women. I must admit I do think I'm quite good looking now, and it's clear others feel the same as I've got this guy that's totally creeping on me at work. Dude sent me a winky-kissy emoji and a heart emoji through text on a WORK PHONE...A WORK PHONE!!
But yeah, like, city walking is really not as scary as some boomers would let you on to believe. Frankly nothing is. Now, of course you can't be fucking stupid about it. I'd never walk alone at night, I'm sure I'd be fine though. I'm tough, I can almost lift my body weight (a little more than 100 pounds!!!)
I must admit that
But let's not be all happy and stuff, that kind of overwhelming positivity gets kinda old fast. Let's talk serious stuff.
3 months ago I was finally able to start taking my transition seriously. I got my name changed on everything, I started going out more and I actually started to feel like I wasn't just a shambling puppet who was dragging herself into the office everyday.
It's now the end of July, and I'm finishing it off by quitting smoking.
I may not be able to kick the habit forever, but as long as I can cut back on how much I'm smoking, I'll def feel better.
In other news...I'm almost at 5 thousand hits on this site. Like, that's awesome! I mean, that's a lot of people to have clicked on my silly little website!.
Thanks for taking the time to click! I might still suck at HTML but y'know...I feel like i've gotten a hell of a lot better in the what...oh jeez it's already been like, a full year. Wow. Yeah I've definitely gotten better in the time since I had someone design a template for me. Hell, when I started these blog posts were just .txt files. I wasn't even trying to do any thing to aide readability.
Anyways, Thanks again for reading!
-Sabrina (Sabrinaprofessionaledition@gmail.com)